A couple weeks ago my favorite students graduated. I thought
I was sad at last year’s graduation, but the relationship I formed with this
year’s 3rd (9th) graders was even stronger. I’m not sure
if I will ever have students I’m closer to. Something about the combination of
students, JTE, and amount of time I had with them was perfect for fostering
our relationship. I don’t feel as close with the current 1st and 2nd
years.
Let me start by telling you about these students and the
things I did with them. In class, thanks to their awesome English teacher, I
was able to do things with these students that I couldn’t do in other classes.
For example, I sometimes had class long deep discussions with them about controversial
topics such as war, the bombing of Hiroshima, and discrimination. I don’t
think teachers in general do this sort of thing much. I believe that having
important conversations with your students where you can share opinions with each
other and teach them things that are often not discussed is very important
because it opens their minds, enables them to voice their own opinions
(in a country where that is often frowned upon), and because I gain can their
respect by being honest and emotional in front of them.
This group of students was very clever. I arranged a way for
them to exchange letters with American high school students because I was
confident in their abilities. I had many students tell me after that this was
the thing they will remember the most about their English class. They were so
happy for the opportunity.
In their classes, I often gave PowerPoint lessons where I
told them about my life, things I’ve done, places I’ve been, and American
culture. I often told them embarrassing things about myself. They enjoyed it so
much. I think it’s rare for them to have teachers that are so open with them.
Even the “bad” students enjoyed speaking with me (even if they only spoke to me
in Japanese). I often exchanged notes and letters with the 3rd years
throughout the year.
I really believe that their JTE had a huge part to do with
their English ability. She always created activities and exercises that
involved speaking, listening, and conversation. In the beginning of each class,
one student would come up front and give a speech about anything they wanted to
for one minute. I got to learn more about my students this way. We also did
group chatting where I would take a group of 5 students into a separate room,
and we have a conversation about set topics for 10 minutes or so. The last time
we did it, there were no grades or scores. Students could simply enjoy speaking
English with me and each other in a relaxed atmosphere. You wouldn’t believe
how much confidence this gave them! Many kids told me that when they first
started learning English, they were bad and not confident, but after getting to
speak with me, they began to enjoy English and were amazed by the fact that
they could communicate with a foreigner by the end.
So what I’m trying to say is that I was able to grow closer
to these students compared to the other grades. So, on graduation day, I was in
tears. I completely lost it when the male and female class presidents came on
stage and gave their speeches…and again when the students sang their farewell
song to the lower class-men. They were choking back tears and embracing each
other while trying to sing to the 1st and 2nd years. Even
the toughest boys were crying which made me cry more haha!
At first I was angry because changing schools means
basically readjusting to EVERYTHING! I will have new coworkers, new bosses, new
students, a bigger school with more JTE’s, a schedule in which I don’t teach
every single student because there are so many, 2 elementary schools instead of
one (that I go to every week), different systems and rules, and new ways of
teaching that I’m not used to. It’s very frustrating to have to learn new ways…but
then again, I suppose it keeps things more interesting? This isn’t just
something I have to do, regular teachers get moved around every few year as
well. It’s just the way schools work in Japan.
The more I think about it, however, the more ok I become
with it. I guess we’ll see once I’m actually at my new school, but for now, I
will tell you some of the reasons I’m looking forward to it. First, I’m getting
a chance to start fresh, but this time I’m armed with experience. Although
things will be different, I have ideas to offer, I know how a Japanese school
works for the most part, my Japanese language ability is a billion times better
than it was when I first came here, I know how to actually teach a bit now, and
I know what things to not take for granted. From the second I walk in the doors
of my new school, my goal is going to be to form good relationships with my
coworkers and students and try to influence them. I have confidence that I can.
When I first started working here as a teacher, all I could focus on is figuring
out what the hell was going on and trying to not look like an ass. I am excited
for the fresh start and having the tools I need to be a good teacher and
coworker. It’s not that I’m not good now, but I feel like I lot of time was
wasted in the beginning, and that I could have had an even better relationship
with my coworkers and younger students if I knew how things worked from the
beginning.
Next, my new school is WAY closer to my apartment. Right
now, I ride my bike for 5+ minutes, walk for about 15 minutes, and then ride a
bus for 20+ minutes. The times I can go home are determined by the bus
schedule. Once I change schools, it’ll be only like a 10 minute walk! I’m gona
get to sleep more!!
Last, from what I’ve heard, the teachers at my new school
are a lot younger and like to party and hang outside of work. Currently, there
are not that many young teachers at my school and the few young ones don’t drink
or go out. My school never has nomikai
(drinking parties) like most Japanese normal Japanese schools. I heard that my
new school has nomikai almost every
Friday! :O
So yeah, I will let you know how it’s going once I switch
schools after summer vacation. For now though, I’m gona enjoy my last semester
here at Tawara Junior High.